>voting my conscience

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Democratic elections in Afghanistan reminds me of
how precious and hard won is the right to vote.

Like you I’ve been curious about the upcoming presidential vote. I think Obama is going to win. It’s not a forgone conclusion, but it’s heading in that direction, which is fine by me, all things considered. There are many things that will not change if Obama gets into the oval office, and there are some that will. I hope many things with our foreign policy changes. I hope we focus more on helping the poor and downtrodden rather than the rich. I hope we restore basic human rights, like the right to habeas corpus. We’ll see.

For too many, though, it still comes down to uncritical perceptions and single issues.

I have noticed that many conservative Christians – those who supported G.W. Bush because he is a “strong Christian man” – are now finding no clear choice in this election. They don’t really like McCain, but they feel they can’t vote for Obama. I have heard a few say they are not going to vote at all, which is good for Obama and bad for the democratic process. One of the biggest reasons conservative Christians would cast a vote for McCain is because of his supposedly “pro-life” stance. I think McCain is lying, but that’s beside the point. Christians are just as Pavlovian as everyone else. If a candidate says he’s pro-life he will automatically get votes from many who are single issue voters or those who think abortion is a hugely critical issue and they can’t find any other issues in this election to care about.* It allows people to vote their conscience, which is something we all should do, but just how informed are we? If one is pro-life (which I am) and one wants to vote her or his conscience, where should one cast their vote?

I can only answer for myself. I believe Obama is more consistently pro-life than McCain. That may sound strange to say, but there are good reasons. McCain, apart from merely using a new-found pro-life stance to get votes, has a decidedly less pro-life stance when it comes to a holistic evaluation of his platform. Obama, on the other hand, has done more, and is for more, in terms of changing and dealing with the multiplicity of issues that make unwanted pregnancies a sad fact in this country. Obama is also someone who, much more than McCain (whose enthusiasms tends toward ‘us’ and ‘them’ scenarios), seeks to affirm the value of the whole person and a world of hope. Hope, as I see it, can be a kind of antidote to unwanted pregnancies as much as addressing poverty. That doesn’t solve the problem of abortion, but it seems clear to me that no final or complete solution is coming from this election.

Maybe it’s ironic, but Christians may find a more Christ-like platform with Obama than McCain.** I am becoming more convinced that’s true. I also am not a “single issue” person. If it were even possible for me to speak for God, I would say God is not “single issue” either. Of course I certainly do not speak as an expert, just an ordinary citizen schmuck like you. I am trying to get myself informed. You may disagree with me on this or other issues. If you do then vote your conscience, but try, as I will, to get the whole picture. That’s the least we can do, really.

If you have the time and inclination, read these two articles by pro-life voters who are both voting for Obama precisely because they’re pro-lifers:

I’m Catholic, staunchly anti-abortion, and support Obama

Why I’m Pro-life and Pro-Obama

In conclusion, I have to say that image at the beginning of this post of the first democratic elections in Afghanistan challenges me of how much we take voting for granted. I know that being a good citizen is more than only voting every four years, but I am also reminded of just how precious is a cast vote. If you don’t like the two candidates that are getting all the headlines, then vote for someone else. There are a lot to chose from.

* I must say that abortion is a very serious issue for many reasons. One can easily trot out a laundry list of reasons that show abortion for what it is – evil. But one can also do the same for war, especially preemptive wars that kills hundreds of thousands of innocent lives (including many thousands of children) for the sake of “peace” and oil. One can also make laundry lists for poverty, greed, lying, capital punishment, denying basic rights, spying, and the ruthless craving of power. There are so many important issues to care about. Regardless, abortion is undoubtedly an important issue.

* * I want to be clear that I do not see Obama, or any politician as a “savior.” Salvation, on almost any level, is not coming with this election. We still, however, should do everything we can to move in the right direction. For me that includes moving towards ending wars, ending poverty, and helping those at the bottom of society, including the disenfranchised and socially outcast. It also includes trying to love my neighbor as myself in the most tangible and meaningful ways that I can. I think we find greater hints at that kind of thinking in Obama’s platform than we do in either McCain’s or Bush’s.

>Emmylou & Gram

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Emmylou Harris and Gram Parsons somewhere in time.

A couple of live performance clips (the video quality is poor but the music soars):

Big Mouth (1973)

Streets of Baltimore (1973)

Emmylou remembers Gram:

Gram talks about meeting Emmylou:

>a flickering light

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what weary path is this,
made of brambles and shadows,
serpentine darkness and spirits?

I see the path is worn
and beaten down by heavy soles.
I see the hardships and sorrows,
the weight of crushing cares
and the smooth stones worn smooth
by constant pilgrimage.

I bring with me my own troubles.
They swirl about me, leaping forward,
dragging behind, pulling me left and right.

But I also carry a flickering light,
a fragile, gentle flame I carry
within my chest.

The flame is too dim
to light my way,
but it gives me warmth
for it is a beacon
that says “me too”
and replies “you too”
and connects me
to the other pilgrims
on this weary and
beautiful path.

Painting by Georges Rouault, from the Miserere series, 1914-1927

>How do you calculate the cost of a war?

>The wars in Iraq and Afghanistan are expensive. In terms of human life the cost is incalculable. In other words, when it comes to calculating costs based on the sacredness of human life, we cannot truly make that calculation. But what about the dollars?

If anything has hidden costs it is war.

What really are dollars and where do they come from? Is not a dollar an abstract representation of life energy? We work, we spend our time (time away from family and friends and things we would rather be doing), we sacrifice, we use our creativity, we keep our promises, and we suffer for a dollar. We obtain a dollar as an exchange for our life energy. So when we think about a 3 trillion dollar war we are actually thinking about 3 trillion units of life energy. Who’s life energy? Yours, mine, the kid’s – though they don’t know it yet.

>facebook church

>The following cartoon is from my friend Dan.

It’s really what church is all about, isn’t it.

>NaNoWriMo

>oh Lord, it’s happening again.

That’s right, November is National Novel Writing Month. You’ve got four weeks now to get yourself ready.

I’m thinking of doing this. I haven’t been able the last three years because of school pressures, but now… maybe. Are you??

>Happy Birthday Elie Wiesel

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I have not lost faith in God. I have moments of anger and protest. Sometimes I’ve been closer to him for that reason.

~ Elie Wiesel

If I had to make a top ten list of those events of the 20th century most critical to know and remember, the Holocaust would be in the top three. Wiesel survived the Holocaust, I suppose, as well as anyone could. His memoir Night is brilliant and staggering.

I swore never to be silent whenever and wherever human beings endure suffering and humiliation. We must always take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented.

~ Elie Wiesel

>changes

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The leaves are beginning to change around here. So is my blogging. Gradually I am changing PilgrimAkimbo too. The changes are not specific or planned, and they are slow going. This little blog has been a creative outlet for me, and has had a positive affect on me. PilgrimAkimbo began mostly as a cinema-centered blog, with the occasional personal post. But cinema has ceased to be its primary focus. For some time my other interests have been creeping in more and more. I have even wondered if I should create a new blog, but have decided against it. My conundrum has to do with just how much should my blogging be personal, even journal-like, rather than mostly at arms length as it were. Either way expect changes.

*painting by Piet Mondrian, Gray Tree (1911)

>vintage bruce cockburn jams (plus more)

>Here’s some vintage Bruce Cockburn jam sessions from years gone by:

…and more recent jamming:

Plus, I just had to throw this one in:

…and a nice cover of one of my favorite super-old Cockburn songs:

Well there you go.

>goodbye good man

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Paul Newman, 1925-2008