>an agreable kind of horror: the sublime

>A couple year’s ago I wrote a post looking at contemplative cinema’s relationship to the infinite. That post has received over 700 visits since published. The idea of the sublime in film has always intrigued me, and many of my favorite films and film moments include the sublime. In particular I love the German concept of sublime as expressed in the paintings of Caspar David Friedrich.

Here is a wonderful little discussion of one of Friedrich’s paintings by the crew at smarthistory:

There is probably no characteristic of art that draws me in more than the sublime. It has the key elements of both Modernity and Romanticism. I wrote specifically about that here, and in that post you will find one of my most favorite poems – a selection from Wordsworth’s The Prelude – to me a great example of confronting and expressing the sublime.

The sublime is also one of the characteristics that draw me to the mountains. I am convinced that people who cannot fathom why someone would want to risk their life (even a little so) in pursuit of climbing a mountain are also those who have little time for the sublime in art. According to Wikipedia: ‘Joseph Addison embarked on the Grand Tour [of Europe] in 1699 and commented in Remarks on Several Parts of Italy etc. that “The Alps fill the mind with an agreeable kind of horror”.’ And that about sums it up in a nutshell.

>walden

>Deep within the American psyche is a pond.

That pond is called Walden and it was, as we all know, made famous in a book called Walden by the ubiquitous American writer Henry David Thoreau.

Here is a wonderful photo essay (if that’s the right word) on Walden Pond in a year.

And here’s a video piece on Walden Pond with the words of Thoreau:

I live in the Northwest where we have many lakes and ponds as or more beautiful than Walden, but none so important.

I post this because I am thinking about nature, and getting into nature, more and more now that it is Spring and my kids need to get out as much a me.

>earth: too big to fail

>I have to say I really like Greenpeace.

Needless to say, the Greenpeace protesters were arrested.

>20 years ago today…

>…the Exxon Valdez ran aground.

http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=3213063&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=ff0179&fullscreen=1

Some questions:

  • What is the relationship between capitalism and the well being of us all?
  • Can an economic system that relies on the fundamental self-interest of us all be considered good?
  • What is my role in the system?

>bird feeder

>We have a bird feeder in our front yard. Two weekends ago we finished putting in three raised garden beds. Last weekend we bought some plants to put in the beds, and we picked up a bird feeder as well. Since last weekend I have kept my eye on the feeder looking for birds. I was getting discouraged that no birds seemed to find our feeder alluring. Today was the first day I saw birds at the feeder. I had to call my wife and let her know.

Consequently I made my first ever bird identification. What I mean is I used my Peterson Field Guide to determine one of the birds that I didn’t know. That bird is the Dark-Eyed Junco, or more specifically the Oregon Junco – Junco hyemalis oreganus.

A few years ago, maybe 15 or so, I thought I might do some bird watching. I bought the Peterson Field Guide. I went on a few walks with binoculars around my neck. But birdwatching didn’t pan out. Finally, today the guide came through. There were at least three other birds I saw that I still have to identify, but one is fine for now.

>snow again

>

A couple days ago




I thought we were done with snow.

This whole week has been a snow week, affecting work and play, and taking care of my wife, who is still recovering from being hit by a SUV. I love snow, and I love being able to do work from home, but this is a big time of year for my job and the distractions of home make it more difficult to get work done. Of course the kids love it.

Now it is snowing again. This time a wetter kind of snow that won’t stay around as long – probably.



This morning






And again

>camping decamping

>

Here is this vast, savage, howling mother of ours,
Nature, lying all around, with such beauty, and such affection for her children,
as the leopard; and yet we are so early weaned
from her breast to society, to that culture which is exclusively
an interaction of man on man.
~ Henry David Thoreau


Three skulls – beauty and mortality.

Livy describes Fabius Maximus’ strategy of fighting Hannibal as a war of attrition, no pitched battles, just a wearing down through a series of hassles and an ebbing of morale. That picture is not far from the process it took to get myself and my family out the door, over the mountains, and to our nearly perfect campsite this past week end. In the end, however, and to our joy, the morale came back as we immersed ourselves in a wonderful weekend of camping in nature and with good friends.


Wilco and the setting sun.

Before I was fully decamped from my urban life I was dropped off at a Wilco concert along with the other husband in the party. The sun set over the opening band and then Wilco performed a wonderful, amazing, and long set. They are truly one of the best bands anywhere at this moment.

While I lounged on the grass my wife went to the campsite with the kids and the remainder of our party to graciously unpack the car, set up the tents, et al. She is a good and beautiful woman. I arrived sometime near 11PM. Although I felt slightly guilty at not having to set up camp, I was ready for bed, exhausted from a long week and the hellish activity of getting camping in the first place. The next morning I woke to a sunny morning with views of woods and water and an increasingly bluing sky.


Lake and woods from the camp.

In short, our camp bordered a lake, the weather was beautiful, the camp was a good camp, the kids had loads of fun. The parents worked, chatted, chased the littlest one around, and cleaned wounds – of which there were a lot.


The fire pit at the center of the camp.

Of course the biggest concern was keeping the fire going, especially in the cold mornings and the cooling evenings. Fortunately we had a lot of wood to burn.


Hash browns for eight.

The food, well… it was good, yummy, feel-good camp food. I am now eating lots of salad.

One night we drove to a restaurant in the middle of a beautiful nowhere/somewhere. The place is call the Cowboy Dinner Tree Steakhouse. Follow the link to get the menu. You’ll see it says “26 – 30 oz. Top Sirloin Steak or 1 Whole Chicken” which is exactly right.


The Cowboy Dinner Tree Steakhouse.

The steakhouse is four miles south of Silver Lake, Oregon, which is itself miles from nowhere in the most beautiful country. The landscape is classic high desert sage and juniper with rolling hills and occasional geological formations.


High desert vistas.

From there we drove on dusty roads to Fort Rock, a massive and unique geological circle of rock jutting up from an ancient sea bed. We hiked inside and the kids ran around like crazy.


Jumping at Fort Rock.

As the sun began to set we headed back to the camp. The next morning we sliced up the leftover steak (yeah there was a lot) and fried it in bacon grease (my arteries are tightening as I type this) and had it with our eggs and hash browns. Oh yum!


An eagle visited us one day.

I can’t help but notice how good it is to camp, especially for the kids. It’s not merely about having fun or getting away from the everyday. There is a profound need within us to engage directly with wilderness, even in a rather controlled environment as a campground. Children grow better with nature, I am convinced.


Previous campers left us a flag.

Finally, I have to say it is both good and sad to be back in town. I am relieved to be able to sleep in a bed, to take a shower, to have Internet, etc. I am also that much more aware of how much we cling to the false security of cities and society. My goal is to find the balance, to cease the war of attrition and to be content.

>ah nature!

>We’re out of of town this weekend.

Friday we sent to the zoo.

There’s nothing quite like seeing zoo keepers in their natural habitat. The animals, on the other hand, were just trying to manage the heat and ignore the gawkers – who would be us.

>a lesson in trees and mudslides

>I live in the Northwest, a land of forests and rivers, mountains and valleys, and rain. For many years the primary industry in the Northwest has been wood products, such as logging and sawmilling. There has been a lot of controversy in recent decades around the wood products industry’s tree harvesting (logging) practices, in particular the practice of clear cutting.

Recently I stumbled across this video about the ramifications of clear cutting and over cutting:

http://services.brightcove.com/services/viewer/federated_f8/1509319618

I cannot help but think that the problems that lead to the mudslides was not mere ignorance. I have to believe it was also greed.

If you don’t live in the Northwest you might have an image of logging in your mind as something like this:

In reality, modern logging is more like this:

No wonder clear cutting today is leading to unprecedented levels of over cutting. With that kind of technology in one’s hands, and money is to be had, why not just cut down as many trees as fast as one can?

For me this is a personal issue. I grew up in the wood products industry. My grandfather and father owned and operated a couple of sawmills. In the early 1980s, when the economy tanked, those mills went the way of so many in those days – belly up. That was an extremely difficult time for my family, and many families in the Northwest. I remember the great tension between the wood products people and the environmentalists. I remember bumper stickers that read: “Make our forests grow, plant a Sierra Clubber.” But I know I have slowly changed over time. In the past I was not a “treehugger” type of person, but I do find myself more and more falling on the side of the environmentalists. And I do listen to TreeHugger Radio. But I also know the reality for many families who rely on the wood products industry for their livelihood. For me it’s not merely about clear cutting and the loss of old growth forests, though that is part of it. For me it’s about the whole picture, about how we manage and abuse all the resources we have, and about our motivations and justifications. We are sinners after all.

*Note: It would be rather difficult to produce a picture today like the one above of the two loggers. There are not many trees of that size (old growth) left anymore.

>kids outdoors

>I am blessed with two beautiful daughters. They both love the outdoors. I find myself increasingly interested in understanding the relationship between kids and nature, that is, how nature plays a role in how kids grow and develop.

Recently I took my eldest daughter on a backpacking trip. Although the “work” of hiking and carrying a pack was not something she loved doing, I did see her come alive at every moment she was able to play and explore. This makes sense to me, and it makes sense when I look at my own life. I am reading a book called Last Child in the Woods: Saving Our Children from Nature-Deficit Disorder by Richard Louv.

The basic premise of the book is that in our present age children are not getting into direct contact with nature the way children have for all of history up till now. Nature has been pushed aside because of distractions like video games and computers, by time pressures, and by fear. This lack of nature in kids lives is having a profoundly negative impact on children and our society.

Below are a couple of videos that look at this topic.

When I look at my own life I know that I also suffer from nature deficit disorder. I spend too much time at the computer, on-line, in a cubicle, in front of the television, etc. It’s not just kids that are suffering, it’s all of us who live too much indoors and on-line.